NazimaCerbas

2010-08-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

You are the one that salah faham.

Aku jugak yg kene???

What situation you talking about sia..

You just need to tell me if you wanted to go or not.

but instead you didnt return my calls nor did you even return my sms(es)..

Kalau tak nak pegi just say laa..

No need to go around the bushes..

Ouh whatever it is its already passed..

But the lesson is still there to be learnt and used.

But thats the problem.

You dont want to learn anymore..

You think the values are there for nothing.

Instead you wanna 'live life to the fullest'

which is actually causing your life to be hectic..

Aniways it your life. what can I do right..

Bye for now.

Misunderstanding(?)

2010-07-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

Dude..

Read the date I posted the post..

I confronted you the next day ahh..

And if you're thinking that its about the movie night.

its not.

Like I said.. Read the date..

That was way before the incident..

Ouhwells, think la whatever you want..

~~Strikeout.~~

yea. It means that its not included in the post.Not anymore.

Dont get it? Then figure it out before talking..

Ouhwell.. its your choice how you wanna feel about your life.

What I know is.. everything seems fine but you're like thinking negatively about it.

AMAZING RACE! Beautiful Names.

2010-07-18T07:38:00.000-07:00

~~First of all to start of with,~~

~~I am damn dissapointed in you..~~

~~If you weren't interested or didn;t want to come,~~

~~couldnt you atleast tell me..~~

~~HAIYA..~~

~~then I wouldnt waste both my time and yours~~

~~trying to contact you or sms-ing right..~~

~~MASYA'ALLAH!~~

~~Why cant people be more _____..~~

Ouhwells, won last place.

We tried our best though..

But its not meant to be I guess.

Prize was : (Prize money)

Shocking actually. Thought it would be like a voucher or something

but its real money. ALHAMDULILLAH is all I can say.

1ST DAY

they were 4 teams.

we're named the PINK TEAM.

What a coincidence.. Thought up of Pink or Red as colour code.

Then dapat tahu we were really gonna be called the pink team. Huahuahua.

1st place : MARINA BARRAGE.

All reach at the same time.

Had to fly kite above 50m for 5minute.

We finish the task first.. but.. still..

2nd place: (forgot where)..

3rd Place: AL-FALAH MOSQUE for Lunch and Zuhr'.

The task there was to find 12 names of Allah and

find a hungarian(holland) person to translate sth..

Each task only 1 person can do.

I did the names of allWe left the place last.

and Syaiful did the translation part

Shaf helped me..

It took syaiful 2hours to find someone. Meaning to say it was HARD.

We left the place last,

4th place : CHANGI AIRPORT

We caught up with the time. we were the 3rd team to arrive.

But still...

Task was to find a Deutsch translate then find a french person to trabslate.

Gahh.. manage to find.. but still..

Reach the last checkpoint together with another team.

5th place : ALKAFF MOSQUE

So the next day left at the same time to..

2ND DAY
Left at 815am. Same with the Blue team.

1st place : EAST COAST APRK

Got lost trying to find the light house..

We were damn near, yet so far!

Haiyolehh. We even rented bikes cause thought gonna be far.

Reach there, and all th teams were still there.

Had to eat '7' korma(dates) and 1 glass of milk each.

And manage it in 1min7sec(?)

Almost vomited. Not really a fan of dates.but. still manage.

Had to 2 puzzle.

and only one memeber each can do.

I did the 1st but couldnt do it.

But manage to do the 2nd one..

Finish 3rd rushed to return the bikes and head to the bustop.

2nd place : SEMBAWANG MASJID TEMPATAN MELAYU

Been there done the trekking like thrice..

but~ someone... ouh wadever.

whatever is past is past..

erm went back to last place..

Sprain my ankle on the wayy..

It hurt and only 1 person realise..

kae so headed back up the STEEP hill!

Realised we took the long way walking towards th mosque.

but nehmind.. rushed back out towards sembawang park to collect the

99 Names of Allah but we were missing the 50th name..

Didnt go to the last checkpoint so went to the masjid back straight.

Thats a rough post about what we did..

Needa go head to sleep.

Luckily dad didnt make noise about using the com so late..

So dont want to further push my luck ..

CHAOZ PEOPLE!

UPDATING~

2010-07-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

In favour of JASMINE NG LI LI & my BLOG!

Im gonna update.

Mann.. its been one hell of a week..

or should I say start of the term..

First I wanna say, CULTURAL NIGHT was FANTASTIC!

Sadly, didnt get to experience being an audience by wearing a dress.

like what sheril and azyan did.. haiya.

And supposedly on monday was told that someone wanted to ajak the H.A.N.A

to watch ECLIPSE(!!!) but she forgot.

next time then.. DESPICABLE ME wud be a great choice.

Tuesday had Elearning. thought did everything except for Dnt

but actt still got Maths in ace-learning. Haizz..

Ouhwell.. Been having mood swings lately..

From Hyper-ness to getting Frustrated to Crying and then Happy again..

Wierd? Yea thats me.

Just had training just now..

Freaking tired even though all I did was warm up, Ball work

and an teeny-weeny, short, Court Game.

Feeling abit left out ...

But what to do.. It was my fault.

BUT

Have been enjoying class more than anything else lately.. so thats great!

Cause get to sit with my dearests.. and somehow still close to JASMINE!

Gosh!I dont know what to do know.

As you all know..

I not the type of person who knows how to pujuk.

So im sorry Azyan that I couldnt help you cheer up in class tad.

And really sorry bout the drink..

Ouhwell, How I wished I know how to pujuk.

That way i'll know. Ive GIVEn and TAKEn.

Cause all you had put on my face is a smile. :DD

Aniws, theres like LOADS of homework to be done.

SO gotta get going..

Heres your update JASMINE! lovelovelove~

SIGNING OUT!

2010-06-20T01:16:00.000-07:00

Sometimes love comes around

and it knocks you down

Just GET BACK UP when it knocks you down.

STAY STRONG!

Felt like putting that on your wall.

but nehh.. later people think lain pulak.

But wtv.. Just hope you cheer up.

Erm.. yesterdays bowling tournament was funn!

Played with azyan, zahidah and atiqah to represent

MASJID AHMAD IBRAHIM!

Something cool happened to azyann. ahah!

but I shall let azyan do the talking to whoever she wants.

Aniws, Beat my high score which was 168 to become 171!!

Woohoo! Nazima rocks!Won best female bowler. But

Sadly overall we got 4th place..Mann!

AND lost my mum's handphone :((

That is just sad.

Came home and called my mum. told her the bad news.

they came home. My mum blabbered.

and my brother planning to kill me by throwing durians, they got from johor, at me!

haha! so yea.

at night went for tahlil but we were late

so went there and ate only.

His parents came.

My dad introduced himself. gosh!

but haha! qns were like running through my mind.

what are you doing? what's he saying?

haiyoleh. but forget it.

i shouldnt think about it anymore.

friends is all we are.

and only FRIENDS is what im looking for.

nothing more nothing less.

signing out!

NazimaCerbas!

2010-06-15T12:46:00.000-07:00

Ive had enough trying to understand you.

You're like giving me that I dont care attitude again.

Yeah I dont know if you're jealous. Maybe your not.

I dont know! Whatever it is.

Hidop kau lah seyhh.

And you another one. Come in the room yesterday..

Fine! You want comfort. There you've got it.

Not enough.. Still dare to give your freaking rude attitude at her!!
Eh hello! Who the hell do you think you are??

Shes your mother for goodness sake!

Can you atleast show your care for her?

Gosh! What big ego you have!

You made her miss hours of sleep

and its not like as if you follow her to work to help!

You sit at home and all you do is what.. use your bloody computer.

Kae lah eh.. Hidop kau!

Kae enough of the bad part.

Now comes the good part (i think).

Plan today: Dance pratice sampai supposedly.. 5pm?

Then head down to Ehub for bowling practice..

But in the end azyan needed to go off.

so bowling practice was CANCELLED-.-

Hopefully we'll get to practice before the tournament.

Aniws. stayed late in sheril's house.

Confirm besok kene interrogated by dad.

Kae2. went back home. Took a shower.

Called him :) Stupid thing happened.

then put down. watch tv.

Then headed to ayu's house to watch Brazil's match!

KAKA- I LOVE YOU!

YOU- I LOVE YOU a hundred times more!

2010-06-01T10:15:00.000-07:00

any job offers for me?

anyone? please do feel free to email me at

dia_purple59@hotmail.com

to reqruit me or anything. thanksthanks!

gosh feels so stupiak doing this.haha!
but still.. I WANT A JOB!

I WANT A JOB

2010-05-31T03:30:00.000-07:00

Ahh!

I want a job so badly!

How i wished the newly opened 7 eleven manager could read this..

On the way home went into 7 eleven to see if i wanted to get anything

then overheard the supervisor or was that the manager(?) ,

asking about the staff shifts and all that..

The lady at the cashier was like

"Theres one lady coming in tonight(?, or was it something else)..

already but 1 week something,something"

so means there are like having problems with staffs..

but checked the website and the limit age is 18... UGH!

Man, maybe can !@#$% or can @#$$%$$@

but nehh.. dont want to have a case..

Ouh how wish i can make some money..

atleast that way my parents can get extra cash from me..

and I wont have to worry about having little money expenses when I go out..

Muahaha!

But.. nehh i dont think so I can work..

Im just freaking to young!!

or is the age limit just too old.. Hmm.

ahh whatever laa!

2010-05-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

Just finish watching avatar!

Its so nice!

The movie storyline was geart what.. where got not nice?

I think is you never watch properly..

maybe in the cinema you half way fell asleep thats why say not nice..

aniws just saying again.. AVATAR movie was GREAT!

I would rate it 4.8/5..

The second movie i watched was Blood and Bone!

It was nice too! But the last part spoiled it all..

It showed a new prisoner getting raped by MAN..

Ugh! That's sick! Total sickness..

But overall the movies made my day..

Nice movie marathon today..

Maybe just maybe the holidays this year wont be so bad at all..

well lets just see..

Missed out tuition yesterday.. Instead went wildwildwet.

Shit now what shall i tell Yunus..

Nvm i'll think about it..

BYE NOW PEEPS!

Bye!

2010-05-29T02:00:00.000-07:00

Gosh! Its been a longgggg time since I posted anything..

I remembered its bcoz of blogger tht didnt let me post.. there was something wrong

and the other reason is bcoz lazy..

Aniws, here I am now so.. WAZZZZUPPP !!

yesterday had lots of FUNNN!!

Went with azyan,sheril,aqil,aidil,iman,mybrother & Hykel.. Rafiqah came aftwards.

First waited for ppl to come.. went burger king then lepak around there..

Something happened.. so we all cabut from that place..

met hykel outside and then aidil..

bought tickets and we're off inside to WILD WILD WET!

First time going there.. so very excited.. Went straght to the lockers

then sheril was like "You want put your things in the lockers right? Go change first laa!"

Then I say, "Ouh ya horh!" So headed to changing change put things in locker and done !!

First went to the lazy river..

We didnt have a float so swim through..

I think we went one round only.. then headed to TSUNAMI!

still didnt have a float but went all the way to th 1.5m there..

Some got stripped. Some kena pulled by hair.

Some almost cannot breathe already cause the water to deep alr..

somemore got wave so must jump to make sure our heads above the water but

the person jump wrong time so everytime he land underwater..

after a while headed to ular-lah or whatever its called.. only azyan and aqil tak pegi

cause someone's pants koyak and the other scared of heights. yea.

Ulah-la was FUN but wished it was longer.. got camera but all in the end face wrong side

Only my brother knew where the correct place is..

Check2 on the photo booth. Everyone posing at wrong place his the only one smiling to the camera.

From there went to 'samsung'

at first tired already of carrying the float up then when going down!!

Fuyyo! the feeling is so indescribable!

went back to where azyan and aqil were and they were shivering from the cold.

SORRY GUYS!

went to change then and head to KFC at whitesands cause no place in downtown east.

The guys took some pictures and then all headed home!
Reached home to find out that my fathers' gonna work that night
even though is suppose to already come home..

AHHH!! I am so disappointed at myself!
I could have talk to him yesterday!
Its his freaking last night here and his off to London for 2 weeks!
But I was to darn tired and couldn't get to talk to him!
Shit you NAZIMA! Shit you!
Haizz.. just hope the time passes quickly.. and he'll be back in no time :DD!

2010-05-05T02:43:00.000-07:00

See the three people above..

We are know as J.A.N or M.N.Y

and the are LOVED !!

270210 is the date we got together.

Its the time where happiness is filled throughout the air around us.

But as times past.. People started to 'join'..

and even though we promised to not let PEOPLE break us up..

We were somehow breaking ourselves apart..

The good thing is even though there were other people.

We still had the LOVE for each other.

When we met laughters and smiles came..

But soon left again.

And leave a silence moment here and there.

But again..

OUR FRIENDSHIP WAS TOO STRONG FOR IT TO BREAK!

Remember this.

No matter what happens.. I will always LOVE you !

You know me.. I can NEVER be angry for long.

I'll eventually go back to my hyper, SIAO self again..

So yea ! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

2010-05-05T02:14:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking lately..

Is it the right thing to keep wishing that you would come back to me

even though its like IMPOSSIBLE (?)

You left so.. means you didnt want me no more.

Why would you want me now ? or in the future.. ?

Mann its them confusing.. maybe even hurting(?)

BUT I shouldnt be.. This is MY YEAR.

I got people here who loves me..

And Im wanting more??

Everything I think comes back to YOU.

Like Irfan says: If you dont wanna think about the person..

Find things to keep your mind occupied.

But all I can do is Listen to music.

Use the com or read books..

I dont even bother to study and why..

Cause my mind's filled up.

Filled up with crap.. Filled up with stupid rubbish

that is so hard to pull out.

Wanna go out and get things outta my head..

There comes my dad.. blabbering why I come back late and stuff.

Cant u see that I cant freaking STUDY at home!!

Man how I wish he could read this.

But sadly he barely know how to use the com..

all he knows is to cut this up and that.

Whatever lahh. You paid for this. Is your bloody money your wasting !

2010-05-05T01:35:00.000-07:00

Alot of ppl has been asking me to post lately...
So here I am ppl !

Mid-year has just started last week. Only Mother Tongue Paper 1 and 2 has past..
Very anxious of the upcoming papers cause I HAVENT STUDIED !!
Gosh ! Gotta get ya head in the game girl ! Next papers are coming up in another two weeks.. SO GET STUDYING !

Kk.. hope that exams will just pass by soon..
so that i can get it over and done with :DD
Kk. Alot has been happening lately..
Mostly about friends,family and pathetic people who has no
freaking life but to disturb people doing stupid things !
Cnfrm Zetty will be say: ChillChill.Take a chill pill.
Naz : Im cool.
Okaeokae, Enuf crap.

But now.. friends are alright now.
We just realise how strong our friendship is
eventhough there are some bad times..
But somehow sooner or later we'll just get thru that and move forward :D
Now tht part I like2. Huhu!

Somehow this year thers ups and down..
But alhamdulillah theres more of the 'up' part :)
Hope it stays that way.

Stay tuned for the next two post that im gonna post.
Well MAYBE. but just stay tuned in this WORLD of NAZ aites.
BYE PEEPS !

2010-04-18T06:03:00.000-07:00

Wow! Its been a long time I didnt not post ..

I guess today its cause I got hold of the laptop ! Woohoo !

Aniws..

YESTERDAY was... ONE WORD.. AWESOME !!!

Finally got to meet the OBS people again .. Especially missed these humans, IZATI !!

Khan, Syaidi, Briana, Donald & zaki.. but totally sad Zaki wasnt.. Sad2. Long time nvr see that BUGGER..

hope he gets well soon.. Ouhwell some other time ..

Ouh ya .. Im gonna be dead on tuesday cause wen

ms sem asked me to wear the macedonia traditional costume, I ran away.

I really didnt want to wear laa.. then still kena forced .. haiyolehh.

Kk.. wadever.. headed to Compass aft sports leader de-brief..

went with Yi huay(?) & Morrison.. met them at McDonalds.

then heade to the LRT there.. Haiyo..

kena screening by police cause ppl say we blocking the way(-.-)..

1st time seyh. Khan say he kena alr 30(?) times.. then what, act big ah..

hahah !

aft that sent them all to the bustop then headed back to where amirul gang was..

then headed to janice bday party at around 6++(?).. Late liao.

Went to the house with the help of roxanne and her friends .. thanks yaw .

Had so much fun there ..

I especially liked the oreo cake, the games and I got to see the house.

well it gonna stop here. gotta see what I can do for e-learning tmr .. Bye peeps..
sorry if the things i've done upsets anyone in anway at all.. FORGIVENESS is all I ask. NO FIGHTS

2010-04-02T08:34:00.000-07:00

Gahh! Why are some people so self-centered sometimes !!
What I know is im trying not to be .. but its like ppl do it to me ..
Its damn hard to not get 'revenge'..
well thats not the right word.
but whatever .. just try to UNDERSTAND. atleast.

People tend to not think before they say something ..
But wth! who does that ??
who the hell cares what other people feels? NO ONE !
nt saying that I do that~

And obviously .. we cant be at two places at a time..
We are just HUMANS!
We always do one thing at a time .. And Life's not perfect ..
Problems will always be there .. Thats why theres such thing as PATIENCE..
Dont worry it wont be lasting long.. We will be in peace soon..
Please do remember that this, this is just the beginning..
Theres the AFTERLIFE to come..
So dont think to much about NOW .. think about the FUTURE..
Cause all we are doing now is just wasting precious time on stupid things that 'SOMEONE'
would be laughing and smiling about !

World has gone wrong !

2010-03-26T06:11:00.000-07:00

What have been happening to friend relationship these days..

You call each other friends but you talk about them behind their backs ??

"Well you might be saying who doesnt? Maybe even you yourself do it sometimes"

But whatever the fact is .. this should not be happening ..

Friends should be loyal to each other.

They should be there when they need them .. Dont just throw them one side ..

I dont know if I have done that or not..

but whatever it is.. I am truthfully sorry..

but somehow maybe I have a reason for doing that .. Or maybe not .

but again whatever it is .. I AM SORRY ~

Okay back to the point ..

If you guys were to somehow quarrel with anyone of your friends..

PLEASE.. If you guys were to end your friendship with them .

Be sure the reason for it to happen should be reasonable..

Dont let it happen just because of small things or Stupid feelings that made you guys do it .

Haiyolehh .. you guys should make use of the friends you

have now cause you never noe when you might need them ..

and im sure you would regret losing them when the time comes ..

Aniways .. I am very thankful for the friends I have now ..

I would try my very best to try and not let them fade away for stupid reasons.

But hopefully i wont try to hard until it somehow reli happens .

Im just praying that they wont go and give me the strengh and patience if anything were to happen.

Amin~

2010-03-17T23:43:00.000-07:00

Ouh my !

My eyes are getting blurry after playing M's PSP ..

Fuyyo !,like got degree like dat ..

Ouh my!

My perfect eyesight please dont go ..

Aniwaes, as asked to .. I went to read M's and A's blog ..

A i dont reli noe who you are refering to ..

But whatever it is .. you are not what you say you are ..

To me you are a very, very and i mean VERY good B.friend. So are you M.

For the times I spent with you guys i dont think i ever had feelings that makes me feel down ..

But the only thing that im sure will confirm have is Laughters and smiles .. So cheer up people .

Brush all that NEGATIVE thoughts OUT of your mind ! And think of the POSITIVE :D

Our minds are playing with us .. so take control over it and shout it out loud !

"I LOVE YOU GUYS ! NO MATTER WHAT ! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS !"

say that . get it pinned to your head and get it stuck in your minds .

and put a smile on that freaking face of yours . Like mine, see -> :D

2010-03-12T07:29:00.000-08:00

Its been great so far ..

Getting better by the minute

but hope it will get better with th

changing(?) attitude & education ..

Yesterday celebrated Azyan's birthday & competed for

3rd or 4th place in the northzone tournament..

Came out 4th but its alright ~ We are already glad we actually made it this far :DD

AFTER 4 YEARS !! haha ! Kae shuddup .

Yesterday aft the competition that was from 9+(?) till 430 ..

Headed back home and got ready to go meet M.A.N for bowling outing :DD

Its been awhile since I played bowling~

Had great funn yesterday :D Thanks M.A.N !

You guys are LOVED !!

Today had science centre outing .. SIANZZ ~

We should be in Malacca now .. having a nice time :D

But instead we are stuck with projects and homework : (

Ouhwell .. got get use to it I guess .. Sec3s coming fast ..

Revision gonna be thrown at us like rubbish being collected nowdays..

And BAD NEWS !! Mum & my sister's going back Philippines TMR !!

Ahh ! Gonna be stuck with the hooligans in the house - dad and big bro !

Suckish ! gonna be like damn bz this ONE WEEK holiday..

Its ONE freaking WEEK only and teachers are like homework here and there !

theres like outing here and there .. Trainings here and there .. Dahsyat betol ..

Help me .. Give me the strength to cope and excel . Ameen ..

Nite ppl .. gonna send my mum and my sis to the airport tmr ..

gotta wake up like damn early ! ahh..

cnfrm cry tmr and plead my mum to not go ! haha !

kk bye ppl of the NAZ world

2010-03-06T08:33:00.000-08:00

Really had fabulous time today..

In the morning really had fun having training with the seniors.

Sher Ling,you can be a coach oredi ..

Learnt alot of tactics to use in competitions that are coming up soon..

And I cn say it will really help us ALOT ..

Aft training.. went to compass with Brynna, Janice, SiewPing, Roxanne & Huiwen

Met huiwen's sister and found her like damn familiar !

Aft eating.. went to meet J. at Timezone.. Played the basketball thing..

I damn like the way he shoots ahh .

Aniw, head back home then went down again to lepak ..

then home again then NTUC .. then back home till (10+ ?)

All the while M. was there ..

Freaking funny when sending M to bustop ..

Laugh like no one's business .. Siao !

My brother bonded with him like damn fast ..

Like as if they knew each other since small .. NICE~

Aniw, dad's like making noise so gotta go tido ..

Bye ppl of the NAZ world .. Bye~

2010-03-05T05:39:00.000-08:00

Ahh ! for this past few weeks
been really busy with Netball matches
and Common test that was last week(?) ..
not been handing in homework on time and
not really catching up with school work ..

Totally feel that J.A.N.A.H and my 2ND FAMILY are tearing apart ..
Not been spending time with H. and A. .. well A. has been like avoiding us ..
Now oni J.A.N ..

my 2nd family today oso like had their own agenda ..
didnt really bond today .. :(
Met Sophia.. im nt really sure of the spelling..
She headed to KK hospital right aft Tuition ..
Apparently Zul's admitted again .. get well soon Zul ..

Thanks J. for accompanying me all the way to bedok ..
Thought of asking A. to come but he had training ..
I didnt meant to cause misunderstandings between you two ..
What has happen has happen .. F O R G I V E & F O R G E T : )

A. I hope nothing will change between us ..
I want us to be like before ..
Friends that share each other's secret..
and is always there for each other ..
ignorance is not gonna make it any better :D
Please help me make it happen and everything will be as per normal..
I L O V E Y O U guys alot ! if you never did come to my life ..
I dont noe what else would be worth living for ..

2010-03-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

Correction is not H..A.N.A anymore but oredi J.A.N.A.H

For this week been oni hanging out with J.A.N..

A.H. Dunno where go ..

Im posting cause today was an awesome day !!

And actually yesterday and the previous one too :DD

We won 75-5 to admiralty today .. and got a treat from Mdm Koh cause of something ..

Heh :D cannot say yet . so yea.

Ouh shoots ! I forgot what else happened that made my day awesomely awesome !

Ouh yea .. this morning woke up at 5.50...

its been awhile seens i've done that ..

reach school at 6.40 assembled at respective places for Sports leader duty ..

'chop2' hands haha .. many events cuming up so gonna be like quite busy soon ..

and my PP8 low !! and i've not seen my 2nd FAMILY for a total of 1 week and 5 days !

ahh totally miss you guys mann !

aftre training when to hang out with J.A.N again and

otw back found out something shocking actually very interesting :D

Promised my brother that this is gonna be a short post ... so yea ..

means times up and its time for Bye2 !

Be back soon in this world of NAZ ~ Byes ppl of the NAZ world :D

2010-02-27T07:46:00.000-08:00

H.A.N.A rocks my world mann !!

Love everything thats happening in 2010 !

except for my studies that is ..

ouhwell .. i just gotta pass to get 1 of the things in wishlist crossed out :D

Yeahey !

Have been heaving a hell of fun with H.A.N.A

but getting into more trouble with the time im cuming back home from

going out with them.. but its worth while :D

yesterday had a talk in school from 7 to 9+ went to C.P. with A. for lunch

thanks A. for B.K !

then slacked with Amirul at canteen.. then suddenly one by one the soccer boys came.

sat down at the same table and not long aft that its like full.

Amirul went to buy something i think.. I immediately get away from the table.

Aft that .. that gundu Nabil go ask me sms 'Wanieey/WANYI'

I thought he was like saying WANYI from my class

padahal he was talking bout WANIEEY ! SYAZWANI. which I call 'SYAZ'

He doesnt even noe who SYAZ is wen i even mentioned her name ..

I like some stupid girl lahh sms-ing the wrong person .. ouhwell..

this is wad I call sitting with a dumbass..

Aft the talk..

headed to eat with H.A.N.A

then headed to H. house to slack awhile ..

but the 'awhile' started from a few seconds to a few minutes to a few HOURS !

reached back home around 12+ with schoolbag and uniform that was from 7 in the morning.

So sad for H. for getting grounded..

Boths As for getting scolded..

Next time we shall limit our time we spend together

so that we will have a great time and NOT get into trouble :D

Today headed to Pasir Ris whitesands ..

met herri at CP then Azyan at whitesands..

Ate at KFC .. then headed to ECP for herri's cuz bdae ..

Found out Adriana 2E5 and Zul (4E5??) are herri's cuzzins..

Headed back home with Herri then changed bus to 70 all the way back HOME !

now here blogging and soon gonna be on the phone with H.A.N.A

The quote coming up is gonna be random but wadever it is..

im gonna end of with saying

"A women's heart is like an ocean filled with secrets"

2010-02-24T07:46:00.000-08:00

Yes arh !! Common test is OVER !!

But the worst yet to come .. MID YEAR !

Ouhwell.. good luck to me :D

Today was damn fun ..

FINALLY had lunch with my two angels

Sheril & Azyan ! Bought cheese stick noodle and Orea Ice Blended

it was delicious.. I guess cause was like damn hungry..

Met up with Herri and Aqil at SKPS der ..

and lepak around the void deck and then headed to CP ..

I cant elaborate much cause nid off the com liao ..

Tmr SKY Netballers having a match with ANDERSON !

Man .. hope we can win .. caoch wont be there always to give us a helping hand..

cause she has two like coach 2 schools at one time .. so yeaa ~

but nehmind..

Kae choas ppl ! See ya again.. in this world of NAZ ! Byes!

2010-02-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

PART 1

OMIGOD ! Finally got to post something

instead of just going to my blog and replying tags..

Aniws, Today we had a match with SJC.

We won ! It was a close game 28-29

Phew~ .. all the hard work put in was paid off !

Congrats girls !

PART 2

Been having Common tests that started yesterday..

First paper : English & Science

I think I did well

Today: 2nd Paper : Maths & Geog

Confident for Maths ! But geog is 50% confidence oni.. ahh ! Abit scared laa

I had a deal with my mum that if i pass all my subjects I can get new handphone !

And I want one!! then can give my handphone to my brother ..

then can maybe help him buy new sim card.. If got $ laa .. SORRY MAN !

PART3

schools been great so far !

Mostly because of my new babies in Sec1 !

My Laughing Gas - Jasmine ! & Rachel S. !

My two swithearts - Sheril ! & Azyan !

My Angels - E1 girls !

My boyfriends - Soccer Boys !

My grown up babies - FVPS juniors

& not forgetting

MY FRUIT FAMILY-

Fazira-rambutan,

Huda-honeydew,

Azyan-pineapple,

Ellysha-durian,

Madelyne-mango,

Nur shazwani-dragonfruit

Ameeliza-Lemon

SokeMin-papaya

tomato-[insertname]

tomatostealer-[insertname]

MY SECOND FAMILY -

El Suraya ,

Irfan ,

Nadiah ,

Hafiz

LOVE YOU GUYS ALL ! MY BELOVES !

Your the ones who help me overcome.

Your the ones that brighten up my day.

Your the ones that give me the will to live.

Your everything to me :D

Friends are forever !

Friends are needed !

2010-02-14T23:03:00.001-08:00

Sorry if i've not been replying messages..

My handphone is not with me so if messages are not replied..

pls understand

2010-02-12T07:05:00.000-08:00

Sorry people of the NAZ world !

Have not been posting lately .. But I'm here now to update .

Today in school had CNY celebrations for assembly ..

I found it kinda boring and some parts okay2 lahh .. Can say oso quite fun in a wierd way ..

Mr Zul sang ! Our DM sang ! Sang like no one's business like dat ..

And of all the songs out there ! He sing 'Cari Jodoh' .. Haiyo ! No other better song mehh ??

But okay ahh .. It turn out like a comedy performance..

Went back to FVPS aft school.. Met all my old friends and 1 or 2 enemies ..

stupid lahh .. Reunion oso nk cari pasal ! Mepek je !

Might as well dont call it a freaking reunion lorhh !

Biatch, his all yours .. Aiya easier also every guy is yours lahh ..

everyguy is your friend lahh .. You dont even have a clue wad they think of you ..

You may have the looks but you definitely do not have the heart nor intelligence ..

So puh-lease ! Cut your freaking ACT !

In reccess .. I look at **** .

**** look at me . I hate it mann !! I hate it that we have to hide ...

I hate it that whenever I try talking to you.. you'll be like trying to make sure no sees !!

I hate it ! and im sure you do too ..

FREAK laa !

Ouh wadever .. Aniw, Today in tuition was damn fun !!

Yunus was teaching in a funny way and then the so called 'new' guy in the group

was telling jokes and trying to break the ice ! Haha ! A funny and random guy !

So now all together got 3 boys 3 girls .. Me, Elle & Nadia . Irfan, Hafiz & Fauzi ..

I seriously think Fauzi's one of my second cousin.. Haha !

Own cousin oso dunno !

For Valentines day, JASMINE gave a short letter,

sweets and biscuit ! THANK YOU ! Miss tey gave a lil' letter too ..

It feels like you dont like me that much ..

Im nt sure why but nvm .. we dont meet always also so yea~

Lastly, I want to wish all my chinese friends a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

And to all the lovebirds a

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !

Important !!

2010-02-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's match will conclude all the efforts put in by all the netballers for the past 3 matches we had.

Tomorrow's match will be our ticket into 2nd round if we win ! I have confidence in everyone thats part of team ! But I really feel that im bringing the team down .. Haix . Useless ! weak ! unattentive ! Focus mann ! everyone's doing their part except for me ! I dont deserve to be in the Top 12 ! seriously ! Freaking dissapointed in myself .. and im sure everyone is too .. look at wad's happening .. self-esteem always goes down wen im with them, or should I say her??.. Might as well dont ever utter a word to me right ?? Everyword will always consist of HIs and BYEs .. thats all .. I agree with Natasha i have my good's and bad's and so does everyone else .. but we're a team.. we should learn how to accept everyone no matter how bad or wadever else .. cause like wad the jersey says "Strengh Lies in Differences, not in Similarities"

ANYWAYS, again WE CAN DO IT !! We can beat Sembawang tomorrow !! We can make it ! Till the end ! Till VICTORY !!

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2010-02-07T00:03:00.000-08:00

Yeah-hey ! Finally got my knee guard !
Now i can walk and run like normal instead of limping .. Yeah-hey !
Lotsa happen lately .. And its like moving FAST~
I dunno if I can actually keep up anymore ..
Already been having some problems keeping up with stuffs from school to THE SECRET i want to tell sheril, azyan, darwisyah, Huda, Fazira and more !! but I cant! to the netball matches and etc ..
Next match is against Sports School ! and theres like a 1.8 girl for their shooter .. 1.8cm !!
Man if she's playing basketball .. fuyyo ! I think can do a freaking DUNK oredi lorhh !
But nvm ! SKY Netballers will kick their arses and hopefully score some goals and defend well :))

Off to do my homework now ! Adios ppl in the world of NAZ!

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One Million Miles away

2010-02-01T05:02:00.000-08:00

Here we lay face to face once again
Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend.
And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know
We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go.
[Chorus]
It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight.
I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right.
And we both know that the story's ending,
We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears
'cause even though you're here,
It feels like you're a million miles away.
Was it me, or was it you that broke away?
For what we were is like a season love is change
And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside.
Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry.
[Chorus]
[Music Plays]
[Bridge]
We can try to talk it over but we walked that road before,
While our song is playing its last note,
We both know for sure that it's time to close that door.
[Chorus]

As you all know I've added a new song to my playlist ..

Song artist: Rihanna

Song title: One Million Miles Away

Its really nice to hear.. Especially the way Rihanna sings it .

Its not about a guy or anyone ..

Its just a song I like .. Ouhwell ..

Hope you enjoy it and hope its like heaven to your ears too :))

His out of my life~

2010-01-30T01:52:00.000-08:00

I've been trying to reach you
'Cause I got something to say
But you're talking about just nothing at all And you're slipping away
We were crying together It was a long time ago
Before you walk out the door And leave me this way Just hear what I say
You make me feel
For the rest of my days
In so many ways
You make me feel
I've been trying to leave you
Why should we go on like this But my heart can't breathe.
When I hear you say It's better this way

Wad the hell am I trying to do ??

Somehow I still cant get over you .. Been having STUPID dreams!
That I totally want it to stop !! Cause everytime that happens I just lose control of my feelings.
And I hate it when that happens . cause I hate losing control !
why cant I just move on .. Why wont the thought of you go away !
Ahh~ I got other things to worry about and then YOU come along and add to things ! MAN !
Infatutaion or Love ! I want it to STOP !

Ouh mann

2010-01-29T05:18:00.000-08:00

Next Netball tournament will be on Thursday, Feb 4.

The same day the soccer guys are having a match .

Playing against Woodlands Ring.. Lost to them in the friendly match..

And now we're down by one star shooter .. Ouh mann !

But nevermind ! We'll still try our best right !

SKY netballers NEVER give up !!

We'll fight fight fight till we claim VICTORY !

GO SKY NETBALLERS !!

Grow Up !

2010-01-29T03:56:00.000-08:00

You think wad funn ahh !

Stead, break, stead, break !

Ehh think before you do something can .. !

how long I noe you still the same .. When ?!

When are you gonna change that freaking attitude that you have towards girls !

Your happy that your single now.. Then make sure you stay that way lahh ..

***** much ! Find pretty girl. then ask for stead ..

Then wad ?! after 1 freaking week.. break !

STUPID ! If that always happen then dont do it anymore lahh ..

Girls are just wasting their precious time on you !

SKY Netball !

2010-01-27T04:06:00.000-08:00

Yeah !

We won against Hougang !

28 - 1

1 down 3 more to go ..

We can do it netballers .. I have faith in you gerls !!

2010-01-25T07:20:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is the day !

Tournaments tomorrow !

man Im panicking .. I feel like I not ready to face my opponents ..

I need coach ! She and my netballers is the oni one who can build up my confidence ..

But since .. blablabla.. Coach is needed !

.....

Totally forgot what was the other thing I wanted to say soo .. Nyte2 !

ALL THE WAY TO CHAMPIONSHIPS SKY NETBALLERS !!

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Finally !

2010-01-23T22:39:00.000-08:00

Just read [insertname] blog ..

the day has finally cum for [ insertname ]

Last long ah [ insertname ]

and to whoever that guy is you beta take care ah ..

you hurt [ insertname ] ..! I cum with parang ah !

Take cares ! Study hard !

AND ALL THE BEST TO SKY NETBALLERS !!

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Madrasah !

2010-01-23T01:21:00.000-08:00

Today !

Finally got to meet Iffah beb !!

Miss that woman so much2 ..

Just now had madrasah ..

well more to Teens A. Learning Islamic Values Everyday ?

Reached at around 11.35 .. Again the first in class ..

Or was I suppose to like assemble first or something..

Ouhwell.. helped teacher cut sides of the mahjong paper so can recycle the middle part.

Did groupworks & other stuffs ( as usual. )

After break all the way talked to the kecohrables ( Iffah, Hafiz, Wahidah )

Too Bad afiq wasnt there if not more kecoh .. Haha ! Miss that guy too .. Long time no see.

then now lazy wan to go madrasah ! aiya .. Your 'important' stuff is no excuse mann ..

After class.. waited for zubair to go back togetha but ended up going back with Iffah .

Rupa-rupanya.. zubair's father fetching him .. waited at lobby like some gundus for nth -.-

Kk .. Ltr the plan is to head down to singapura plaza.. Shopping time !!

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hello !! tag !!

Naizma : Thanks .. Your relinked !

Iqynn` SatSiow .

Relink me

Nazima : Relinked !

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2010-01-22T07:14:00.001-08:00

darwisyah !: hellloooo.... i will link you. later. kk?

Nazima : Kaes :))

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Nazima : Yeah~

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Nazima : Okae :))

Tournament season!

2010-01-22T07:13:00.000-08:00

Wooh~

Its here ! Its reli here !

The tournament has arrive and its making me go crazy..

First tournament = 26 January ! ahh !!!

First time mahh ..

and WARNING ppl : I am very good at embarrassing myself when I am nervous

:D Peace Yaw!

School this week as been better than the last 2 weeks.. i think..

well this week actually had more DRAMA ..

wuhuu ! And application for sports leader have been ACCEPTED yaw !

But still under probation ..

FIRST project : Decorate sports leader board !

I/C incharge : Syazwani(2E6)

Kk from now on.. tags will be replied through blog post ! Can2 ??

REPEAT !

Tags will be replied through blog post. thank you !

Just so you noe, Im a very Random person so my topic can change anytime ..

and may be out of the topic :))

Kae this year, i think my favourite subjectS will be

Geography - Miss JOANI Lim

History - Miss SAZRYNA

English - Ms SERLING Tay

& Literature ! - Mrs NATASHA Venod ( Mrs V.)

Confuse !

2010-01-16T07:40:00.000-08:00

I dont now what to do ! Ouh god pls tell me !

I dont want to love him, I want to love him ..

Shud I ? Shud I not ? Ouh pls tell me ..

I dont want it to be messed up again .. I dont want to be like her !

Ouh pls ALMIGHTY guide me ..Guide me pls .. I am lost And I truly need your guidance..

Please show me what to do~

Ameen~

Nazima

UPDATE ! !

2010-01-15T18:21:00.000-08:00

Wow ! I woke up early today ... On my own ..

Hmm.. maybe this has something to do with the camp ..

The camp paid off after all .. Even though there were some

miserable night with the ever greedy RED ants..
KK ! Prepare this is gonna be a LONGGG post .

1st Day
Reached the campsite at about.. 9.30??
Met with shukor, our trainer and walk to the assemble area ..
Man ! My bag was damn heavy ..
It was freaking bulky that when I went to school that day ..
Alot ppl were staring at me.. Haix.
Got to noe that one of the trainers there was Idris .. Haha ! Wad a surprise !
Thought of laying low from him then suddenly that shukor go call Idris ..
and duh-.- Idris found out that his ex's sister was there .. Haha !
Kk.. so got to know the trainers abit .. Went to pitch our tents ..
Haha ! Ours was slanted. luckily we not sleeping there .. Wakaka!
Then had lunch.. There was suppose to be
Identity hunt but we didnt have enuf time :((
Instead we learnt how to Belay ..
My team was, Madelyne, Shirley, Elaine & Shahiran..
We skipped Ice Breaking too for the smae reason..
Instead went to shower .. Den had dinner after that .
Night walk was next .. Man it was scary ..
We got witness a WILD BOAR's nest .. And heard them near us too ..
Trying to run away I guess .. We learnt oso about the place where the Japenese first came in..
We had supper .. and then it was Zzz time !

2nd Day
woke up around 5++ then went to brush teeth, change clothes ..
and then assemble for breakfast.
Next we went for the High elements thingy. First was Hang out ..
I had to belay so wasnt the first to climb..
Was asked to climb next but my belayer didnt reli noe how to belay..
So from the top had to climb back all the way down -.- Haix.. fingers was damn carmped up liao !
Back to belaying ppl.. and shirley was the first girl to cross the element.. CONGRATS !
after a number of girls .. I got to climb yea !!
Climb liao them walk halfway throught the element
suddenly shukor go ask me purposely fall .. Ok lorr ..
So fall lorr.. man it was scary ..
My hands oredi sweating up talking about it .. Haha !
Good times2 ! Next was abseiling ..
Went with Claire my bestfriend / trainer..
Was damn scared so went like getting ready to go down I screamed like reli going to die..
I think until the "belayer" was annoyed.. haha ! Claire reached down first..
den was like "Aperr lah Nazima.. Scared2"
Haha ! Ya larr first time mah..
then went to have lunch then back to the high element thing ..
Was the second girl to try the challenge pole .. Stayed up there for like 5 mins .. Haha !
Was DAMN scary lorr .. We had to climb this high pole(and somemore shaking)!
Sit on it then had to balance on this shaky plank that goes from side to side then jump to catch a swing that was at the same height .. Imagine how hard and scary it is !!
We didnt get to do the Zipline(Flying Fox) cause it rained .. went to get some shelter..
then was ask by claire to accompany her get some watter bottles that was left at the elements thingy.
proceeded with some team building games that require trust & teamwork ..
Proceeded to dinner then shower then camp prep ..

TO BE CONTINUED ...

Camp !

2010-01-15T07:50:00.001-08:00

WILL BE POSTED TMR ! TIRED OREDI NEED GO SLEEP ! Nite !

Holiday !! from school werk:))

2010-01-11T07:23:00.000-08:00

Love the camp season in my school ..

Its a season where all the levels of my school will go for camps,

diff. levels, diff. places..

And to me.. getting a quick few days rest from the frustrations of school homework,

being thrown at you to be completed by these certain dates..

Man ! First week of school oredi takleh tahan. Haha

Off to my 4 day camp tmr ..

My bag is freaking bulky .. feel like customizing the packing list abit ..

To make it a lil' fewer but after packing for 2 hrs .. I am just to lazy to do it all ..

IM TIRED AND EXHAUSTED !

IM OFF TO BED..

Timecheck: 11.20pm

Waking up at: 6am -.-

NITE ~

Finally !

2010-01-06T07:23:00.000-08:00

Wohoo ! Finally the laptop's in my hands ..

Kk.. gonna make a quick review about what happen last week before school started

Monday

Went grocery shopping for Hafiz's Bday Party,

Wednesday tahlil & 2days 2 nights new year celebration that happened in the beach :))

Tuesday

In the morning went for the last netball training of 2009 in the morning..

And met a few of the Sec1 netballers! love them..

Wednesday

Hmm.. Cleaned the house for hafiz bdae ..

and watched mum cook for that night's tahlil

HAFIZ 15th BIRTHDAY !!

Thursday

Hafiz birthday party !!

So looking forward to it cause my beb's gonna be der :))

Went to ubi to pick up shella at around 3pm..

And when reach home slack-ed at Hafiz room .. Talk here talk there ..

Disturb my cats here and there ! Haha !

Then around 7+ Hafiz OBS friends came ..

At first the boys were like freaking immature-ish

the gerls ofcoz very feminine and ok lah quite noisy oso but nt as bad as the boys .. Haha !

but in the end their all actt fun ppl to hang out with ..

Kk then at 10+, headed to Esplanade area ..

So sad shells couldnt go, so parents picked her up:((

Kk.. so we were like walking and walking to esplanade there

but there was like no way to cross over !

So walked all the way to Singapore Flyer rested a while then hafiz was like ..

"Eh go over there lah .. Here where can see the fireworks ??"

OK lorh.. so went to a better spot to see the fireworks..

And BOOM BAM BLAST ! Fireworks started !

after that .. sent Izati, Khan, Donald & Zaki back to the mrt

Then US.. well lets just say ..

'Someone' misunderstood the info stated in the newspaper . EHEM !

Searched for a taxi all the way till 3+ then reached back home at 4 AM !!

Friday

Woke up at 10+ and headed to the beach..

Ate a little and then shells came.. then Shaf !

Wohoo ! She brought her guitar and played broken hearted gerl !!

Thanks girl for playing that song.. Totally LOVE it :))

Then ltr rented bikes and rode until the "very" end of the beach .. Wakaka.

Then raced back to the bike rental shop .. In the end I think we were.. 5 mins late ??

Kk .. I seriously lazy to typed anymore .. I'll update about this week next time..

Been wanting to update about last week but my sister just wont lemme use her freaking laptop:)

SO LAPTOP is totally gonna be on my wishlist :))

Back from the dead !

2009-12-29T07:49:00.000-08:00

Have not been posting quite as often as I usually had ..

I got lotsa things to say.. but just lazy to type it down .. I guess ..

Haiya ! Wished there was some kind of mic where you can talk what you want to say in your blog

and it will be automaically typed in .. Haha ! Imaginative me ..

Aniwaes .. Alot have happened lately ..

From the intensive competition mode trainings our netball team's been having

to the singapore idol results .. To the events happening from MAI ..

and the getting ready of school that will kick off on 4 JAN ??

Its like wad, less than a week more !!

Im so not ready to go back to school :(

Man! School just spoils everything ..

Well this will just be a short post ..

Peace ppls !

A Vow that can never be kept.

2009-12-19T06:09:00.000-08:00

The day that we parted ..

I told myself..

"I will never want to meet him again. My heart just cant stand that much pain"

But I guess it can never be called a vow..

People

2009-12-16T04:30:00.000-08:00

An extra ordinary person now days is very hard to get or seen by people ..
It even gets harder with all this chaos happening around the world and teenagers turning wild nowdays .
In my lifetime I have so far witness 2 extra ordinary people and maybe some others that I hadnt realise ..
And this two people manages their everyday job and at the same time devote their time into their religion , in this case, ISLAM , with full attention & perspective .

Now that the world or should I say the people with their minds getting corrupted by the devil's saying ..
I dont see youngsters devoting their time into Islam anymore.. and that is SAD.. No wonder theres such a thing as JUDGEMENT DAY ..

I'll end of with a saying.. Suffer now, Enjoy later ..
In other words.. Suffer on Earth , Enjoy in jannah(Heaven)
that is if you devote your time to religion

Picnic with the In-laws

2009-11-30T08:35:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey !

Its been a while since I blogged !

Customized my tagboard a few days ago.

How ? Nice not ? Wakakaka .

Hmm so the last time I blogged was on Saturday .

Lets talk about Sunday !!

Woke up in the morning around 11am to meet up with the inlaws

But the were late ! Hmphh .. Haha !

Actually good oso .. Cause I just woke up and very moody .

I even told my mum I didnt want to go just bcoz I sleepy.

that made my mum angry . Sorry mummy!

Kk . So met up at our house . Went to the beach using my dad's car .

Laid out the mat. settled down.

Made our very own bbq pit .

Old school style .Haha !

Ooo Ooo ! And we brought Roma along !

You noe the 'new' kitten we just got .. Haha !

He was so restless in the car . First time mah ~

Sniff here sniff there . But eventually he slept(Zzz) .

We played a lil' game called " Say it . Pay up . "

Player: Hafiz :D

He cannot say words like 'lor' 'larh' or he has to pay 30cents .

The reason why his th only player is bcoz

he has been using those singlish words eversince he got back frm OBS

and in order to stop him . we played a game ..

In one day we collected a total of $10.20

So after bbq-ing , and sitting down , having talks ..

Went to Expo, to get Kakak's new phone .

We couldnt just leave Roma in the car, so we brought him along .

We tried to hide him but people are not blind ~

They gave surprise stares and all I could do was laugh .. Haha !

Khairul carried him first then passed to me went he got tired .

I wasnt tired carrying him.. But my hand was cramping up so passed to my mum .

Went home , got cleaned up and off to bed .

Finally slept for one full day ~ Ahh ~

Nice2 sleep ..

Time check : 1.15am

Got to go sleep now . Going for training tmr .. Pictures are yet to upload .

Nites people ! Bye2 !

Pause please ~

2009-11-28T10:05:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. I dont noe why,

but I have the sudden urge to go changi airport and slack there .

Maybe even ton(I think wrong spelling) there for the night ..

Why the airport ?

Cause everytime I go der ..

I feel alive~ Like nothing in life matters anymore .

Happiness comes to mind . Peaceful comes to mind . My mind wud just go BLANK

Somehow the house just feels like a cage that im trapped in .

Cant think. Cant breathe. No freedom .

I guess thats why I cant sleep~

I wanna get out, feel free like I used to

Nazima:Miss my old life. I want it back !

Clean up house or else !

2009-11-28T04:11:00.000-08:00

The title says it all ..

But I dun think you can see the title .

I also dunno why ..

Hmm~

Mum's cooking something and it smells good :D

SO.. just finish cleaning the house cause my dad

since morning was threatening us saying that he will

throw the cats away if we dont clean the house ! WTH !

Padahal we just cleaned the house a few days ago .

I think it was th day before hafiz came home !

Hmm.. like suddenly no mood to blog no more ..

No mood liao .. and gotta do some repair work on the computer .

Coz its spoilt so for this past few days been using the lappy .

I'll end of this post with a quote

Friends will keep you sane,

Love could fill your heart ,

A lover can warm your bed,

But lonely is the soul without a mate

Early riser !

2009-11-27T12:56:00.000-08:00

Okae just wanna say,

I am officially suffering from Insomnia .

Tried to sleep, but just cant sleep .

Man ! Its frustrating .

But intresting too .

I get to see the Night life ..

Haha ~ funn !

Dogs chasing cats in the morning around 3 .

and people going to bed oni around .. well 3 oso :D

Kae its 5am now.

My dad cud wake up anytime now so gtg 'sleep'!

If nt kena busted using th com th whole night !

C ya ppl.. later ?

Night ! I mean MORNING !

Get a life !

2009-11-26T04:03:00.000-08:00

Who the hell do you think you are ?

What do you take me for ?

A girl without a brain to think ?

I dont care whether your life has turned upside down .

Its probably your fault why your life's like dat~

And please your old enough to noe that there are better guys out there than him !

His younger than you for goodness sake !

His still got a lil' boys mind .

Your not the person I knew before.

Well I like the now person more.

Coz no more of the roughness .

But your attitude, Its totally changed ..

And now your bugging my life ??

Trying to make my life worst ?

Im not interested in your lil' inmature game .

And I dont want to play it . But you've gon too far with these

lil' inmature attitude of yours ..

I noe its you . dont even try to deny it .

Ugh ~

JUST STOP BUGGING WHOEVER YOUR BUGGING NOW !

Read it word by word ! Letter by letter ! Get it your head !

And go fix your life~

Legend of the seeker

2009-11-26T02:34:00.000-08:00

First of all ,

MOBTV sucks !

I mean catch-up-tv .. or whatever it is .

It doesnt work . Somehow .

Tried so many times to watch Legend of the seeker there,

Coz been missing episodes, but it DOESNT work !

I dont noe why I didnt think of youtube in the first place ..

Today, havent been sneezing like yesterday..

I guess the flu will be back tonight again .

But hopefully it wont ..

Im nt sure why I was feeling so Hyper

yesterday or this morning but I got a feeling its because

I was gonna fast .

Just realise how much I miss Ramadan, I mean fasting !

Actually both ..

The atmosphere throughout the whole world,

when Ramadan comes,

just isnt the same like the other months in the islamic calendar !

Oh, how I wish its Ramadhan already !

Insomnia !

2009-11-25T14:57:00.000-08:00

Coolio !

Didnt sleep the whole night ..

And timecheck : 7.00am

Dad said dont go training today cause

fasting and I havent recover from flu :(

Sob sob . Sick again .

Been sneezing since last night .

You should see the whole lot of tissue paper in the dustbin !

Haha !

*Achoo!*

There I go again -.-

This morning had to wake up Kakak & Hafiz for sahur

And each one of them said something funny

Hafiz: "You want to kena leeches ah ??"

Haha ! I was laughing my ass out hen he said that !

Hafiz: Still can laugh some more !

Eventually my mum woke him up . haha !

Thats all for NOW !

Nid to go off bye !

Starting Anew

2009-11-25T00:33:00.000-08:00

Oh. How I wish I could noe

If wad Im doing is the right thing to do

and the right choice.

Whether it would help me get over it

Help me move on from it

Help me become happy again ..

I am happy.

Whenever your there

But sad whenever he comes back to my stupid head

I almost teared yesterday, you even knew..

How the hell do you know ??

Mann ! If you're mind reader just tell me..

Coz its not fair to read me like dat ..

HAHA ~

By the way just added new songs .

Hope you like it :D

Oo Oo ..

My brothers back ! After 12 LONG days

But sadly he has ALOT and I mean ALOT of mosquitoe bites

Eww ! Its al over his hands .. err..

I couldnt even bare him touching me ..

I'm like "Eee ! Dont touch me !!"

(while running away from him)

err ~ I had goose bumps whenever he was near .

He told us he had 2 leech bites

and sadly his "girlfriend" was a victim of 20+ leeches !

Even worse right ! I noe !

Man ! Im scared OBS oredi.

Even though ppl say its a good experience and all..

Haha ! Gonna fast tmr.

So gotta slip early tonight in order to stay awake while eating sahur tmr..

Hope I wont suddenly drop my glass of water again

Like I did that time for sahur in Ramadan . Haha ~

Funny story :D HAHAHA

Bye muchachos & muchachas

Nite ! :D

Uploading ...

2009-11-23T08:09:00.000-08:00

I'll upload the rest tmr or sumthing . NITE !

I tried .. But I just cant~

2009-11-23T06:00:00.000-08:00

You played with my heart

But I dont understand

why your still the one I want to be with

Im sitting here in my bedroom

Tryna get over you~

Weeping tears into the pillow

As I lay down my head to rest my heavy eyes

Trying to hold myself together

even after months have pass ..

____________________________________________

Ugh~

It so frustrating !

Damn you Nazima !

Why does it hurt?!

Why the hell are you crying !!

Tears are precious !

So why are you wasting it on someone who played you ?!

MAN~

2009-11-23T02:25:00.000-08:00

HIE peepos !

Been searching for new songs but I seriously cant find

songs thats beta than REPLAY-IYAZ .

Well ,theres one .

But I rather not put it up ..

Sorry yaw :D

Erm .. Jus finish watching PARTITION

and WHO THE HELL IS JULIETTE?

PARTITION

Rate : 9/10

Remarks : Great movie!

But Hassan/Gian shouldnt have died at the end ..

You guys should watch it . Its damn nice ..

Quote: Bound by Love. Separated By History.

WHO THE HELL IS JULIETTE?

Rate: I havent really watch the full thing . So not gonna rate

To be continued ..

Gonna write in Blue ..

Cause of the Monday BLUES~

Been going out lately ..

No actually only for the last three days of th week ..

Friday: Went out with Shafiqah & Nury

Pictures will be put up soon .. If Its posibble ..

Saturday: Went out with Parents to Orchard ..

Didnt get to even blog .. That was how tired I was ..

After walking around the whole of orchard Road .

Well not entirely the WHOLE place .. Took thousands of pics .

Well not exactly THOUSANDS .. I took pictures ! A FEW~ Heh:D

Gonna upload it soon ..

Sunday: Wedding invitation to ____ Perkampungan

Its opp Darul arqam . Its this air-condition hall ..

Ouh~ Figure out yourself !

The kompang group was Great !

One of them even played the accordian ..

It was fulfilling to hear .. Thumbs up to you guys :)

OK bye !

Extra~

2009-11-20T07:01:00.000-08:00

Okay Bye ~

Why is my hands shaking .

Wad ? Am I scared ??

Haha ! Kay .. Funny story ..

Hahahahahahaha !

Okay enough of the shivering and scaredness ..

And be prepared for laughter ..

HAAHAHAHAHAHAH !

Today went to bugis with Nury & Shaf

Suppose to meet them at 1:30 but suddenly rain heavily ..

No actually fell asleep then woke up late .. Hee:D

Sorry babes . Erm so eventually, waited for rain to slow abit ..

Then got ready and went off ..

but then suddenly dad called to bring him umbrella to pick him up from bustop

So went bustop, brought extra umbrella for dad then went off to take bus 70 to serangoon mrt

Lazy wan go wait for 163 then take 27 to tampines ..

Waiting for 163 can turn a happy mood into a bad one ! Seriously !

Haha ! Kk ..

Erm bought necklace then ate at long john's ..

HAHAH ! So funny ah the babes ..

Couldnt make up our mind so from bugis walk PASS long john's then pass KFC ..

Then went Qiji first but me and Nury dun wan eat there so went out ..

Walk to KFC but prefered to go long john's .

Wait thats not the end of it !

when otw to LJ .. I saw a sit at KFC , cause the babes tot no sit , so pulled shaf (sorry)

and said "Eh got sit! Got sit!"Haha !

So this time we went inside sit down..

Went inside got ready th amount I needed . Shaf too ..

Then dont rmbr who said wan eat LJ .

Then I was like "aiya! My money ready already wan buy! "

Shaf oso "Ya lah . I oso !"

But eventually went to LJ ..

Haix..

Nury bought first ..

The Cheese fries and chips .. Dunno th real name :D

Then suddenly I lke dunno wad to buy then like wan go back KFC .. Haha

Shaf also wanted .. but eventually bought meal at LJ .. Shaf too ..

But IM SO SORRY SHAF !

For making you drop your food .. On you ..

SO SORRYYYYY !

That dump waitress also went to throw your food away ..

Aiya .. That Nasha .. Ehem .

So after finish eating, went to KFC to buy Shaf's food then went to Changi airport .

Thought off going to Marina Barrage, but by th time we reach der ..

we hav ti gi back by walking .. And noe one noes the way back ..

So went Changi airport .. wen reach there . JUST reach ..

Nury was forced to go back home by her mother-.-

So went to viewing mall at T3 . Ate wad I packed from LJ .

Cause I couldnt finish . And Shaf ate her KFC .

While watching airplanes landing ..

Walk2 around T3. went to Popeye to buy biscuit .

The Biscuit is damn DELICIOUS .

Ate it .and went back home !

HOME SWEET HOME ..

Hmm.. took some pics but all of it with Shaf ..

So I will try and get the pics and post it here .

On my blog .

NITE people !

Late night Post~

2009-11-18T10:46:00.000-08:00

Wow !

Just read someone's blog..

Th WHOLE thing ..From last years !

Cool ! Find out lotsa things about th person ..

Way more than I knew between the exact

4 months and 3 days the person and me was in contact .

Is that wads happening to me ??

Wad she did to you ??

You doing to me ?

Im not trying to bug you or anything ..

In fact I never did make any such kind of contact with you

eversince that last sms ..

Well you didnt reply ..

Ouh wadever .. Chill Naz ! Chill ..

Its not worth ..

Kk .. I guess I better get to sleep now ..

Most probably Im buying my books tomorrow..

But I want some used Sec 2 books so I dont nid to buy new ones ..

Saving money people ! My parents are not banks ..

Any donors ?? Please email me .

dia_purple59@hotmail.com ASAP

Well nites bloggers !

Soongs that are love !!

2009-11-18T09:22:00.000-08:00

His out of my life

I dont know whether to laugh or cry

I dont know whether to live or die

and it cuts like knife

His out of my life

His out of my hands

To think for two months that he was here

And I took him for granted , I was so cavellier

Now, the way that it stands

His out of my hands

So.. I've learnt that love's not possession

And I've learnt that love wont wait

Now, I've learnt .. love needs expression

But, I've learnt too late ..

And his out of my life

His out of my life

Damned indecision and cursed pride

Kept my love for him locked deep inside

And it cuts like knife !

His out of my life......

: J

Hoped you enjoyed it ..

Im tearing already ..

The words are just so heavenly ..

Nite2 ppl .

Thoughts

2009-11-17T03:17:00.001-08:00

Thoughts that goes through one's mind can be either a bad or good thought ..

Thoughts in ones' mind can affect an emotion that ones' feel ..

Like .. anger and jealousy

that causes a mayhem between a human being and another ..

This causes friends or even bestfriends to part cause of these

thoughts that build up in ones mind ..

Which sometimes are just imaginations .

No one will noe whose right or wrong unless they have

evidence then only will the verdict be FAIR .

BUT sometimes, People make mistakes they didnt intend to commit .

And sometimes these mistakes should be forgotten,

cause everyone in this world is NOT PERFECT . No one is .

Everyone has his/her bad AND good side .

People should always see the good side of a human being more than its bad side

because that can cause people to have thoughts

and that relates back to the THOUGHTS thingy ..

Girls .. Guys ..

If your relationship with your boyfriends or

girlfriends or friends or even bestfriends,

are falling apart ..

Just think of the first day you met them

and how happy you were when they were in you life ..

How Brightened your day was when you spent

every second, every hour, every minute with them ..

Dont let these people in your life fade just because of a STUPID lil' mistake they did ..

LEARN to forgive ..

But forget .. well you cant ..

you can try .. but you can NEVER forget ..

By forgiving that somebody ..

the emptiness that you felt when you're in the midst of fighting . will be gone .

And the light that was there once .. will be back :D

I am Worn out ~

2009-11-15T06:20:00.001-08:00

Ahh~

Have abit left of energy in me so decided to blog ..

Todae had the walk-a-thon + BBQ + Games .

I only participated in the games and about 1/2 of the BBQ

We didnt get to participate in the walk-a-thon coz we were too tired to wake up early-.-

Me, Shella & Shafiqah was in the same group .. Woohoo !!

Damn fun can the games ..

The first game was Sack Race then Apple eating ..

Me & shella represented our team ..

But we were the last .. But its okae ..

Atleast we improved from the ladt time we did it .

That was at the Mabuhay Club Games..

Yep .. Good Times .. Good Times !

Well cant tahan liao ! Damn tired redi .. Nites ppl !

His gone :(

2009-11-14T09:47:00.000-08:00

His gone ..

His reli gone .

But his coming back..

But its like 12 LONG days .

After we sent him to the airport just now ..

Said our goodbyes and went off to Popeye for our lunch ..

Love the biscuit and the fries ..

Wasnt such a fan of the chicken though ..

It was spicy ..

Me no likey Spicy food .

Then went off to the viewing gallery at Terminal 2

But since kakak, my sister, Nadia, wasnt so sure where it was, we went too T3 first then to T2.

But what we didnt noe was T2 viewing gallery was being renovated or sumthing

and the new opened viewing gallery was at T3 ..

So we like made a round trip .. Aiya ..

But hard luck by the time we went back to T3,

Hafiz flight was gone :[

Damn sad sehy .. Wad else could go bad ?!

WAD ELSE?!

Ouh well ..

Went to walk walk around the aiport, that include going back and forth to

T2.. T3 .. T1 .. T2

where we ate ice-cream at BREEKS .

The ice-cream was delicious . It was worth paying $14+ that was shared among the 4 ..

5 of us- Khairul came late.. And he hadnt had his dinner yet, so lil' oni of ice-cream 4 th young lad

then back to T1 where the car was parked ..

And head home after doing a small grocery shop at NTUC for tmr's event ..

Bye guys .. Nid to go slip for energy needed In tmr's event ..

NITE~

His leaving~ Pls dont go .

2009-11-13T21:35:00.000-08:00

OMG ! It's reli happening ..

His going away ..

His going away for 12 long days !

My brothers going away for 12 LONG days ..

I cant survive without him ..

Im going to suffer 12 long miserable days with my Sister ..

Ouh no ! PLease dont go ..

NO .. NO .. NO .. NO .. NO !

Hope he can survive 12 days in the jungle ..

Good Luck ! You'll nid it ..

Dont get scared kae ..

Even of all the creepie-crawlies thats going to become you neighbour ..

Haha !

You have your insect-repellent .. Use it !

GOING TO MISS YOU !!

VERY VERY MUCH !

Come back okay !!

BYE2 !

Today~

2009-11-13T05:44:00.000-08:00

Today .. My whole body ached ..

Yesterday had really intensive physical training .

I guess I forget to stretch after training .

Muscles was all cramping out this morning ..

When praying subuh in the morning,

leg were like damn pain when doing my sujud .

Oww~

Todae ..

Cooked dinner for me & Alihafiz but

Kakak & Khairul came back in the middle of it .

So .. didnt manage to cook for them . Sorry~

Missed like the starting of American Gladiator but watched

America's toughest Jobs .. It was great .. I tell you!

Ouh well ..

Thats all for th update ..

If .. you call it an update that is .

Just got an advice from

Saiful [sorry if wrong spelling] ,

our personal gym teacher yesterday ..

Is to be more serious and do not slack ..

He was like telling us his experience as a

captain for the soccer C Div' 2005 (i think) ..

And how he had to face the consequences

for his wrong doings and all

It helped me alot ..

His words pierce thru me like a knife ..

Well , I hope the knife will stay .. KK , now its seriously Bye2 .

So, BYE ! Have a great day ahead .

PISSED !

2009-11-08T08:01:00.000-08:00

Someone reli made me mad !

I have no idea what I did ..

And someone's like talking to me like Im some kind of enemy!!

What the hell did I do to you huh !

Theres TWO sides to a story ..

If you listen to one person's story ..

Its NOT enough ..

You gotta listen to the other one's too ..

Or It wouldnt be fair .

Ahh .. So I guess life's just isnt fair huh !

Is that what your trying to say ??

Yo ! You've ruined me enough already ..

Havent you had enough fun yet ??

Sorry guys that you have to read a bad post ..

Mood : Angry >:(

DAMN LATE !!

2009-11-06T10:34:00.000-08:00

Time check : 2.25am

WTH ! Nazima! What are you doing ??

You nid to wake up tomorrow at 10 am, but your still awake ???

Ouh wadever..

Yeap .. Thats me . Nazima . Wouldnt care about anything ..

Easygoing .. Mindless .. Just going with the flow~

Ouh well ..

Since im here I might as well just talk about something .

I've been reading ppl's blog for the past hour or so ..

Shaf was first .. then firdaus ... then ****

I hate you Shaf for making me do this ..

then ******

Dont have any idea why I went to *******'s blog

But whatever .. I suspect something was going on so I read it ..

Read it with full concentration on every single word . Letter . sentence .

And then something reli got me laughing .. HAHAHA !

********** watched it .. and didnt **** ..

H******ss . Reli ..

Kae im officially going crazy about judging a person I have no clue about ..

WOW !! haha . Kae wadever ..

Shall update then .. Yesterday KAKAK borrowed three movies from her school ..

THE WAY HOME ; STOMP , OUT LOUD ; A WOMAN UNDER THE INFLUENCE

But watched only two

THE WAY HOME & STOMP , OUT LOUD

with my brother , Hafiz..

[List from most liked !]

1. THE WAY HOME (watched SECOND)

rating : 4/5

It was a brilliant movie actually ..

Got me sheding tears .. My brother was annoyed .. HAHA !!

kae then next

STOMP OUT LOUD (watched FIRST)

rating: 3/5

Th beats was GREAT ofcourse ..

But too much of it made me go Zzzz .

The first part was GOOD .. actually better

than at the last last part I was like .

"Hafiz , watch another movie ah"

Eventually we watched until the end -.-

Ook okae.. IM like getting sleepy so going to go sleep now ..

Nitey nite bloggers .. Going to have a long day tomorrow ..

Hope I can stay awake o.o

CIAO !

My "NEW" Cat

2009-11-06T07:44:00.000-08:00

"NEW" because its oredi been with us for exactly 1 month & 4 days ..

Heres some pictures to post ..

Brown is his guardian angel . No actually Putih also ..

Enjoy~

041109

2009-11-04T06:02:00.000-08:00

Im seriously out of Ideas for my titles ..

So I hope you guys dont mind if I just put th dates :D

Okae ! WOW ! Sumone just raided my tagged account !!

Ouh well .. Solution : Change my password -.-

Hmm.. I forgot what I wanted to write about ..

STM!!

Ouh okae2 .. Todae, laid on the couch the whole day

with Roma[ my cat ] , and a blanket over me .

I guess Im sick , Was like sneezing th whole night last night and coughing

UHHH~ Watched TV .. then slept till 5+

Then woke up to watch my Filipino Drama Repeat ..

Missed th recent episodes lately..

Been studying for my malay upcoming exams ??

So at night all I hear is my family watching the tv while im here ..

Blogging and Studying at the same time ..

Aiya ! Just hope to get well soon .. and hopefully enjoy my hols !

Seriously speaking I can get easily sick of Boredom in this Holiday !!

Oh God HELP ME !

Ending here..

Bye Bye !! NAZIMA :D

Request !

2009-11-03T10:05:00.000-08:00

AZYAN !! Invite me to your blog !!

dia_purple59@hotmail.com

031109

2009-11-03T09:20:00.000-08:00

Time check = 1:22 am

Its already 4 november ..

But couldnt sleep so decided to update SECRETLY~

Todae .. yesterday, Had training from 8am till 9:30 oni .. coz excuse for swimming lessons ..

Went to C.P. to meet Azyan before heading to KFC for our breakfast ..

First time trying it but it was delicious even though it costs : $5.25 !!

I noe expensive but it was delicious ..

Then around 10:15 like dat .. we went to bus interchange to wait for bus 372 to take us to Anchorvale CC .. Saw Siew Ping;Roxanne;Cheyenne and Jen Nie , waiting for th bus too ..

Reached just in time to change and assemble :D

When started swimming , we all thought there was like suppose to have swimming "exams" going on but my instructor was like "I took your tests last week already lah ! " Then i said "I thought you say that one practice oni ? " walao ! Means he was like grading us SECRETLY~

!@#!@$^%$@

SO wadever lah .. We were then ask to swim one lap[breadth] . Any stroke ..Me & Azyan last to go coz .. azyan was like "I scared ! I scared ! " SO i stay with her lah .. eventually we swam -.-

but when completing the last 1/4 of the lap . Something happened that made me & Azyan stop then suddenly Azyan was like "NAZIMA ! NAZIMA ! Tolong !" Azyan was drowning !

I myself not a good swimmer . Started stuggling oso wen Azyan was like trying to hold on to me . But what she didnt noe is that , she was pushing me down, So i was like "AZYAN DONT HOLD ME !! I was like drowning and she was like "NAZIMA ! NAZIMA !"

Then Like seriously cannot tahan oredi I call uncle [ thats wad i call my instructor ] ..

He gave me that "Aiya ! Go drown lah ! I also dont care ! " Like WTH !! But he came ..

SO he was like talking to Azyan .. "Thread water ! Thread water " (I think)

I have no clue actually .. Coz I was drowning .. Since , uncle was there i did my best to swim back to the poolside lah ! wah ! DAMN exhausted sia ! Sorie ,azyan, I left you .. But uncle was there so i knew you were in "GOOD" hands ..

Then aft the scenario , we were asked to thread water .. For 3 MINS !

Okae ah FINE lah ! Then again Azyan was there... Haha ! SO like started banging into her and was forced to stop .. then wen try to get away from her, bang-ed in to Bai Bing And was kicked HARD by her ! TWICE !! she kicked like im some kind of soccer ball and she's the soccer player ..

Can imagine ?? No? Yes?

Was damn exhausted so went home straight and slept .. Zzz

Time check : 2am

Bye guys ! Have a great holiday .. While I rot at home of BOREDOM ! Anyone going for an outing? IM FREE !

Bye!

Insomnia ??

2009-11-01T08:47:00.000-08:00

Cant sleeep ~

Hmm , Am Is suffering from Insomnia ??

Who am I kidding ??

Your just telling yourself not sleep , Nazima

But your actually you sleepy !

So close your eyes and sleep peacefully ..

Fancy lunch

2009-10-31T22:12:00.000-07:00

People whom I dont noe ; who came from my hometown is here .. Awkward rite ... I dun even noe them .. Hmm , ouh well .. we , well actually only my parents, are going to be their tour guide around Singapore for todae . they i think going to bird park then singapore flyer ..

kaes DROP TOPIC !

________________________________________

Cant wait for swimming test Next Tuesday ..

My dad was like . Now every week must go swimming .. " VERY GOOD FOR YOU "

hope can manage to do my test before pumping out ..

WISH ME LUCK !

Cry ;(

2009-10-31T05:46:00.001-07:00

I cry when im sad ;

I cry when im angry ;

I cry when someone takes away something from me ;

I cry when my heart is shattered ;

I cry when I watch a touching movie ;

Talking about movies

MY SISTERS KEEPER is a MUST watch movie ..

Rating : 5/5

Warning ! : Girls who watch th movie, will need a shoulder to cry on.

[unless you do not have feelings ..]

No offence though.

U-date

2009-10-29T06:51:00.000-07:00

Yo2 again guys ..

First of all you gotta watch this movie called PARANORMAL ACTIVITY !

True story yaw ! All true and was made into a movie .. I watched it about a week ago , ALONE ! but in th morning lah .. Only crazy & brave ppl watches it at night ..

Rating : 5/5 !

Todae had swimming lesson again but before that had aesthetics programme .

Aesthetics programme : Singing lesson & Rhythm and beats !

Who agrees with me Rhythm & Beats rocks , say woop ! woop !

It was great man ! Singing was like okay2 the instructor was great but th class made me get sorethroat . Ehemmm ....

We had trials for swimming just now for the "exams" that is next tuesday .. Dunno whether can still go training not .. Swimming lesson at 10 - 12.30

training at 8 - 11 .

Aiya forgot to bring th consent form & money again but in th end didnt go training oso .. Wah got like flu then cough then like after that got slight fever, thats why didnt go .. hope I wont be sick for swimming 'exams' ..

So went home and took cough medicine , fever medicine and panadol flu tablet .. I want vomit out oredi the medicine . Taste like (bluek!) .

Todae oso , Someone like seriously pissed me off while had swimming lesson . I hate her .. well who doesnt .. Too bad azyan didnt get to swim today but shud have listened to her lah .. Shouldnt have swim .. Shh .. anyone noe why .. just shh ..

Wah damn tired lah .. Sunburn here and there . put lotion just now ..Fuyyo ! PEEDDIIHHH ~

I wan slip now.. Bye guys .. Until next time. Cya !

ZZZzzzz...

Uper date

2009-10-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

AZYAN ! Why didnt cum todae ?!?! miss you oredi !

Todae first lesson was guitar class .. we were like slacking in class for awhile then WanYi started shouting "Pack your bags ! And got to humanities room !" So we got up line up outside straight away[yea rite!] and walk to the humanities room in and orderly manner[So not true! Haha!] . Then like waited for them for a few long minutes so me and sheril went down to class and see whether the teacher is there but actually they were making their way to the humanities room already .. went up again then started playing . Teachers : Mr Fahmy & Mr Iskandar .

Th lesson was AWESOME to th max ! But fingers are like cranking up .. Ouch~ well like they always say "No pain , No Gain "

Well after that had reccess then assembled at porch area for swimming lesson .

What happen in swimming lesson .. bla~bla~bla~bla~bla~

Ouh and just realise theres lots of liverpool fan in the whole of Sec 1 . Cool huh ! Liverpool all the way man !

Recent match : Liverpool 2-0 Man U

But thats not the end .. After that ate lunch at McDonalds with sheril . Bought Cheesburger McValue Lunch then went back to school with Roxanne , Siew Ping , Cheyenne , Brynna . Reached there in time for physical training damn it was tiring and painful .. and again the saying comes in "No pain, no gain"

Well i'll end here then . Damn exhausted ! Bye guys .. Thats all for my update .

Wishes !

2009-10-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday WENXUAN !

May all your wishes come true and stay happy always aite !

Best wishes ,

Nazima :)

Special day of mine

2009-10-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

First of all, thanks to everyone who wished me on the special day of mine . Yesterday had Someone's girlfriend over .. Ehem Ehem .. Haha ! she and her small brother lah , Haris .

We had lasagne and then cheesecake with them and khairul .. Delicious ! And the best part is , my mum cooked it all . It was part of my birthday present from her .. Thank you Mummy ! I love you ..

We had coke for drink then after that some non-alcoholic champagne .. then khairul was like trying out something new so he mixed the coke with th champagne so it made the after taste was like bitter so we were like "Eh beer, beer" Haha .. but ofcoz it wasnt . only a dingdong wud think that .

Well this where i will end tomorrow got school and in school gt aesthetics program then after swimming lesson then after gpt netball training somemore ! Tiring day tomorrow . I will be needing my sleep so bye guys and have a great day ahead !

Ciao ! Adios ! zai jian ! Paalam ! Bye !

Birthday wish !

2009-10-24T03:22:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Papa !

May allah bless you with good health and long , happy life ! May all your wishes come true ! And I hope you enjoyed what we prepared for your birthday :)

Love ,

Nazima :)

2009-10-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

I hate him ! I hate th song 'Gone' ! I hate his blog entries ! I hate having asthma ! I hate remembering him ! I hate the memories that still flashes through my mind ! I hate anything that has to do with him !

BECAUSE ..

It makes me sad .. It makes me shed tears .. It makes me have an aching feeling in my heart .. It makes my stomach churn .. It makes my nose puffy .. and my eyes too .. It makes me have th worst Saddest feeling anyone would feel .. It makes me have to blow my nose later on .. It makes me harder to breathe ..

I dont want the feeling .. I want to spent my life to the fullest !! Happily.. But I cant .. because your nt here anymore .. I dont hate you .. im angry that your not here .. Im sad that your not here .. Im frustrated that your not here .. Im nt myself when your not here ..

And guess what .. I failed the subject you loved . History[E8]

Ugh ..

Why is things so hard !!

2009-10-18T08:23:00.000-07:00

Can someone tell me why its so hard!! so hard !! to forget this one bloody guy !!! His not around but wherever I go the memories somehow comes back .. Ugh ! Its so frustrating .. why is it so damn hard to forget someone that has hurt you ?!?!? Wad ? Bcoz you love that someone too much ?? Its that why ?? or is it Bcoz wherever you go ppl who loves him bring's th memories back ?? Is that it ? I hate it ! I hate the feeling so much !! I want to it VANISH .. Understand ? Vanish and never come back .. EVER ! aniwaes .. gtg now ! someones counting ! Bye .. love you all except for sum ppl . aiya wadever .. bye

Exams !@#$%^&

2009-10-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

Ahh ! Exams are like making me go crazy .. the first few papers was "thumbs up" . But after something happen its like cannot concentrate , can still revise but only some things will stay.. ahh .

Why do you have to this now ???

"Your too young & I have no time for this relationship.." Thats your reason .. Its BULL SHIT !

Ouh well , whats done is done ... Get over it ! Biatch , stop thinking about it .. Think about you goddamn STUDIES .. ass !

Todae & yesterday Maths Paper 2 was driving me crazy .. Todae's I almost leave th whole paper blank .. Its like 12 pages and you expect us to like what finish in 90 mins ?? Crazeh !

Hoping fo the best in th next few papers .. Wish me good luck aite .. Got to go MAKAN .. Hungry !

Talk to me !

2009-10-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

Please ! Please ! I am BEGGING you.. talk to me .Talk to me about THE problems .. Just please tell me what I have done ..

I am SO SO sorry if I hurt you in anyway .. Anyway at all .. But please ! its killing me ! Ugh .

You gotta talk .. I know somethings up but your nt telling me .. So you gotta talk .. Please . I am begging you .. It hurts okae , it hurts to know that im part of it and i dont know anything about it .. SO for th last time .. you gotta start talking . we nid to settle things out and talking is a best start .

uhhh .. I want exams to pass ! FAST !

2009-10-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

I think its because of exams your like this right ..Not replying to my messages and all . But atleast tell me lah .. Dont leave me here thinking if I've done any wrong that made you 'quiet' .. I almost died wen I heard you say "what !" that time before we hang up .. I Was scared and happy at the same time because I finally made you "angry" but scared cause I didnt know whether the next scenario is going to be a bad one . Get what I mean?? No?? Yes??

Aniwae ..

Good Luck to anyone taking your End OF Year exams soon .. Hope you guys can pass with FLYING COLOURS !

Back !

2009-10-02T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hey2 .. Back from tuition. 3+ until 6.45

Came back home early coz got guest cuming to our house ..

My second cousin , MY school friends (4 hockey ppl) suppose to have sheril and her friends oso but they say late liao & last My bro's friends (14 of them ! BANKRUPT lh !)

Haha.. While waiting for hockey gurls to cum .. I blog first can .. Nid go pick them up soon . Aiya wan blog about yesterday but forgot wad happened .. OUh ok I noe liao .. Ystd after school went straight to Tampines Mall McDonalds to meet Ilmi .. STUDY DATE katerkan . Hehe :D

Stayed there to complete my art homework .. This Ilmi so tired he lazy to revise .Well he did revise lah but just for awhile .. Haha .. When he came Fadh was with him .. She bought food first then wen I going popular to buy 5B pencil and 2B pencil , saw her and smile(^.^)

She like in a hurry ah coz her mum called ?? Thats wad Ilmi said .. Then wen came back from 'shopping' she came back .. "Fadh. Fadh . Fadh . Fadh . Fadh ."I said to ilmi . he got scared wen she was right infront of his face .. Haha !! KK nid go take hockey gurls now .. Peace yaw ! SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

p.s. Kalau nk datang rumah utk Hari Raya .. must make reservations first kae :D

Fade Away ~ please .

2009-10-01T22:16:00.000-07:00

1 . Bad memories

2. Cheyenne

3. Worries

4.Deep Dark secret ( mostly embarrassing ones)

5. Doubts

6. Dad's lectures

7. Negative thoughts

8. Exams

9.Problems

10.Tony Sembiring !

11. Bitches

12.Jerks !

13.Perverts !

Yea thats about it .. Th list of unwanted things that is in my life !!

wanted to update .. but no time liao .. Nid to go tuition .. Very th far2 . At Geylang there .. See ya Bloggers soon ! BB for now ~

Up-er-date !

2009-09-28T02:35:00.000-07:00

I like mondays ! You wanna know whyee ! You want to know ?! Because no nid bring so much book !! Oni nid bring Science and CD File .. Somemore sci 3 period BUT very th fun2 wan .. Get to have breaks . woohoo ! Not like other days .. Nid bring so many books until so heavy !!

Ouh and just found out Miss Zhang saw my blog !! Ahh .. I think my heart skipped a beat when she said tht .. Then she say she read my blog.. WTH !! But in th end she oso say sumthing tht relieved me ! Wanna know what ??? Ask me .. But I'll re-consinder to tell some ppl .. Muahaha !

After school walk pass *****'s class but ** wasnt there .. Walking towards canteen then saw *** with a group of friends . Went to buy Siew Mai then head towards th com lab to use com .. There cnnt blog long2 ltr got warning .. So I just wrote a short message for tht special person .. *winkwink

went with Sheril Natasha Camelia then met Fazira after that, in th com lab as well . sheril left early coz someone want go visit her house for Hari Raya . so went back with fazira . Reached home and called ilmi to tell him he left something at my house ystd but he knew oredi so its bye2 . Went to bath and help my dad clean th house .. then use com and called ilmi to ask him hw zul was and said zul maybe diagnosed with CANCER ! Masya'Allah ! Kesian-nye at young age get cancer .. kk gtg dad asking to off ! BYE peepos !

To my 1 and Only ..

2009-09-27T23:31:00.000-07:00

First,

I like u.

then i love u,

Now,

im afraid to lose u ..

I love u, Mr Ilmi !!

Wishes !

2009-09-20T10:31:00.001-07:00

I would like to wish all Muslims .. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI !
MINAL AIDIN WALFAIZIN . I sincerely seek forgiveness for my trespasses and any wrong words spoken . Eid Mubarak !

english version..

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Saya ingin mengucapkan salam aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin kpd semua muslimin dan muslimah . Saya ingin meminta ampun dan maaf segala dosa2 yg saya telah lakukan yg sengaje atau tidak . Dan juga maafkan lh saya kalau ade ckp kasar kepada sesiapa ..

-Nazima :D

LEAVE ME ALONE !

2009-09-07T06:05:00.000-07:00

Why cant some ppl jus leave me alone ?? Dont they hav other things beta to do .. like maybe study for their year-end-exam ?? Or do they dont care about it at all .. I shall say no further .. But I want to say ONE thing .. Can you ppl just get a life !

p.s. Janice I message you asking wad time training and when .. Pls reply ASAP .. Thank you :D

Somethings Wrong

2009-09-06T18:55:00.000-07:00

I feel that Im sick .. But maybe im just imagining things .. I dont noe .. I have this feeling that something bad is going to happen and the curiosity is killing me !! PLs show me a sign , something .. Give me a clue is there anything or not ??I hav no mood to go training .. Maybe coz its her or maybe its just me .. Ouh well still have to go .. coz 3 time oredi didnt go .. Tata .

-.-

Nazima's a B!tch

2009-09-03T08:59:00.000-07:00

I so agree with that title .. Argh ! Why like dat wan ! Aiya .. Like hw cum very easy make friend with ppl older than me by a few years and very hard make friends with ppl my age .. Haiya !! Frustrated can .. I realise that my attitude has changed alot since that incident .. How to change back you tell me .. to th Nazima back then when primary 5 ..

Ouh well , I hope in this bulan Ramadhan .. Everything will become better .. It seems like one of my do'a have been answered . Alhamdulillah !

2009-09-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

I so agree with wad Jasmine said .. And its too late to say sorie[to whoever ur saying to] coz it oredi came out of your bloody mouth !

2009-09-01T06:26:00.001-07:00

Wth larh ! Cheyenne find trouble with me and Im getting scolded for defending myself ..

I was jumping okae .. & I nvr did ask anyone at all to jump for rebound .. all I ever said was show ppl hw to block and all but nvr did ask ppl to jump for rebound .. NEVER DID , seriously . And guess what Cheyenne , the name flat face was first said by your dearest friend , ROXANNE . Ouh well , I dunno hu you can trust now cheyenne , coz it seems like SHE still talks bad about you behind your back . HEY ! You made me say it ..

argh ! I didnt ask this to happen .. you sarted it .. with you mouth again ! So next watch that mouth of your before you open it ! Read it , Understand it & try not to do it again , coz I dont want to fight ! UNDERSTAND !

Still so happy ..[1.30pm] Nt so anymore [2.10pm]

2009-08-31T22:30:00.000-07:00

Won 1st place . So she was forced to take back a words . Haha !! Aniwae , So happy gt to talk to HIM longer this time , but unfortunately was too sleepy to continue talking , was oredi half asleep sia ! Lucky he put down if not he will hear me snoring like a pig oredi . Haha ! I bet wen he read this he will be laughing . Haha ! Woke up and found Putih cuddling at my leg sleeping soundly , Haha ! Too bad I didnt have a camera , if I had , you could have seen how cute he was ..

Kae she hae officially gone TOO far !! we called a teacher for a reason .. The referee didnt say anything , nor did th teachers , so why are you making a fuss over it . If you think it was unfair , why dont you go help us find a replacement instead of complaining like inmatured ppl .. We ? Bitches ? Walao , did you know your ugly flat face didnt have to make a stupid expression just bcoz you guys scored 1 goal . It was so unnecessary ! and we have prove that you were being a bitch . you wrote it out yourself , FLAT FACE !/♥

C.heyennnne is really sorry for what happened today. I just wanted to piss Nazima off. & in the end, it affected my mood. Thats why I vented my anger.

Heres your prove ! Yea your sorry ! BITCH ! & dont you dare say you think I shud be in 1E1 or wadever shit coz its so out of th subject ! IN MY OPINION , it doesnt matter what class your in coz its your education that counts ! So watch dat bloody mouth of yours Cheyenne ! Go cry your ass out larh , like wad you did dat time in th canteen and th school hall , show everyone your crying to take pity on you .. Do you noe that Im nt th oni wan giving out comments to you .. And guess what its all hurtful ones .. So tell me , what you going to do about it ?? Cry ? Slash yourself ??

Teachers Day + Sports Fiesta

2009-08-31T03:56:00.000-07:00

Hey peepos ! Guess what .. My class won 1ST place for captain's ball girls ! Im so proud of them .. We played our best even though th basketball girls wasnt there .. and we successfully beat the other team . We played with 1N8 den 1E4 then I think 1N8 again , what to say their GOOD , then 1E3 , then i think 1N8 AGAIN , then 1E3 for the finals .. GOOD JOB 1N8 & nt forgetting 1E1 for their victory! Ppl hu got th medal : Azyan , Me , Jasmine ,Wan Yi , Wen Xuan , Rachel Soh , Sheril , Sarah , Wan Ting , Pei Jun - 10 players in all .. I want to thank Mr Yew so much for your help and Ms Zhang for your support . Dont forget our treat on wednesday (",)hee.

The consert just now was okay .. th starting just now needed to wait long for dunno what but while waiting songs came out such as , NEW DIVIDE(love it) , NOBODY(everyone clap) , and th rest I forgot, help anyone . Oh and does any of you have pictures to th event todae ? Pls , I WANT IT ! Erm , towards th start of th show , i was so hyper so I just clapped good or bad coz so happy we won .. aniwae , the show gt alive wen th dancers came it , th indian girl is so hyper , she dancers so well . Thenn .. the guitar guys spoils it , No Offence but they took like wad 20 - 30 mins of our time . Ouh well , it was great overall . Went back to primary school aft that but unfortunately most of th teachers was gone as they wanted to dress up for a dinner they are having that night . Well , th good thing was I get to meet Mdm Teo and Mdm Zuraini ! Yeah ! I miss them all so so much !! I'll stop here then . Tata~

....

2009-08-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

You know whatever she said, I've heard already . But I bet its oni for a training game ..

OH ! Whatever larh .. I dont wanna fight no more ..

So I shall stop here . Its my fault[for my mouth] ,

but I must say its partly yours too . [well for your mouth too]

:D Bye !

2009-08-25T03:44:00.000-07:00

Its your bloody mouth that start everything ! Dont you realise it . Hui Wen , Brynna & Sher Yee were chosen by coach & and they never utter a word not like you ! Ouh well , whatever it is we are a team . You dont wanna forgive its alright with me . Its your decision anyway , I shall not intefer with it :D

Day Today

2009-08-23T23:37:00.000-07:00

عن صفحني الله عزيزة, رجاء لكلّي خطايا. رجاء ساعدتني أنرت فوق يومي بعد ماذا حدث اليوم. أنا أوافق أنّ كان هو جزئيّا خطأي وأنا على تأسّف يقول أنّ أشياء حول ه. رجاء عن صفحني. رجاء ساعدتني التفتت داخل شخص جيّدة أن تركت الناس يتلقّى إنطباع جيّدة على ي.إين ث فوتثر.

أمين.

نزيم

Meant for Cheyenne

2009-08-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

Cheyenne : What do you mean By making it weaker ? I told you I was gonna play GD because Janice wanted me to try .

Nazima : What I meant by making it weaker was .. you werent even playing your part wen you were a GD . I was there asking you to get out of th semicircle to get th GK ball but there you were not listening . And you didnt say anything about Janice asking you to try and all you were like showing off like saying "Yeah ! Im going to play GD later !" That was our exact words in reccess time that thursday okae .. And now your telling me I was sacrificing my shooter place .. what crap are you blabbering !

Cheyenne : Okeh straight to the fact : You think I enjoy clearing all the shit mistakes .....

Nazima :(you know what you wrote) Ok . I agree that I make mistakes most of the time . but you sacrificing for me ?? I dunno . I dont get th link , Or did you meant sacrifing for the team ??

Cheyenne : ( You know what you wrote .. I lazy to re-write)

Nazima : I have no comment for that . coz I shall get to know it from you guys tomorrow .

Cheyenne : & btw , I never told coach I wanted to play GD okeh . So what if I injured myself ? Does that mean Im gonna be crippled for the rest of my life ?Please ah , dont use my injury as an excuse .

Nazima :Hu said anything about telling coach you WANTED to play GD ? WHo said anything about you being crippled ?? And who's using your injury a an excuse ?? Well wadever it is I have no intentions of doing that nor did I do anything of those ..

Cheyenne :
you can say you never played yr best because of your ankle. But im not like you, Cheapskate lah.

Nazima : Who's the one using injury as an excuse here ?Me or YOU ? I have NEVER said anything like "I didnt play well cause of my ankle ." Seriously cheyenne are imagining this all shitload up ?? Or is it real ? Ask urself .

Nazima : Cheyenne , if you dont give a damn.. you wouldnt have wrote anything earlier . And you dont wish to say it all here ? Means theres more so I'll take this is just the beginning of it lah . Hmm , I shall not continue as the rest of it are practically your imagination .

Nazima to Roxanne : Exactly my point , I didnt say anything about coach asking to put her as GD , she just said move cheyenne to th defence side . But she was like cheering about playing GD that time in reccess . I even asked you who let cheyenne play GD but im nt sure what you answered . Ouh well im just saying whats on my mind , nasty or nt . Forget all this crap for YOU ?? Why cant you say for th team ? Why for you ? What are you to us ??

To Cheyenne : Yes your injury is a FACT I get that . But seriously cheyenne , Im not using it an excuse . You are . read back what you wrote and also what I wrote .. I didnt mention anything like 'cause the team to go down coz of your injury' thing .' THIS IS FROM UR MOUTH NOT MINE .

I shall stop here ! Please .. cheyenne .. Roxanne .. If you feel like im bad mouthing you , Im not. I am saying wad is on my mind . And Roxanne . I will NEVER forgive you for what you said about Nicole . NEVER !